And on.

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from here.

[ Charles mixed a couple drinks for both himself and Erik. When he finished, he offered one to Erik. It was nice -- relaxing, unusually so. He allowed his mind to reach out for a moment to the kids' minds to make sure things were alright. ]

We can certainly relax. Without worry.

[ But he couldn't help but worry a little. The fact that he considered them his children was definitely the cause. ]

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You know, still, you never have to thank me, right?

[ Charles felt that Erik belonged here with him. With the children. With Anne. He had more than earned his place there with all that he had done. ]

You belong here. This is your home just as much as it is mine.

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I don't have to thank you. All the more reason I should. I am grateful for the life I have because of you, Charles. Firstly because of you, and then because of Anne and the kids.

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Erik. [ He then -- laughed, just a little bit, looking quite pleased. ] The children here love you and Anne would pick no other.

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It's odd that I can't imagine my life continuing on as it was before.

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It won't have to.

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I know. [There was so much nuance in those words. This was the only home he'd known in twenty years, Charles the first true friend, his only equal. While he still thought the man naïve, Erik was willing to walk his path. He was certain a time would come when he would be needed, even in Charles' peaceful way of living. He knew that Charles knew it, too, why else would he train his students to fight? They knew what the world was like, the dark and the bright parts of it, and they weren't sugar-coating it for the kids. Erik respected that. Admired him for it. Adored him. Loves him like no other, except maybe Anne. A few short years ago, Erik hadn't thought himself capable of that, all his passions being funneled into hurt, anger, and a driving, burning need for revenge. Charles was the one who showed him he could be more than that. Charles was the one who gave him a chance at this life.]

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[ Charles could feel that warmth from Erik. It was in those moments that Charles knew that he had made the right choices. He chose to fight for himself, Erik, Anne, and the those who had come to him for help. Erik and Anne were his family, and something he had wanted since he was young. He didn't know if Erik would understand exactly how grateful he was for him returning. ] I have to say, I don't know what I would have done.

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[He breathed out an amused sound and tightened his around around Charles, pulling him flush against his chest.] You would have survived. You're strong, Charles.

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Maybe I would have. [ He doesn't have to know. ]

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You would have. I know it.

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I appreciate your confidence in me, Erik. It does help.

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I think it's the truth, Charles. You'll always find some strength to carry on.

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Sometimes I doubt it. It would have felt so empty. If you know what I mean by that.

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[Erik hummed softly and leant closer to press his lips to the back of Charles' head.] Some things are more important than happiness. Even empty, you have purpose. A life without purpose is hardly a life at all.

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I always have the students, I always would have. But I don't know that I could have been as happy as I am right now.

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Are you happy, Charles?

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Even happier than I was the day I found Raven in my kitchen.

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[A faint smile touched Erik's lips. It was still an odd thing for him to feel so welcome, so comfortable in one place, but he had a lingering feeling, he'd always feel at home where Charles is.]

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[ Reaches a free hand back and lets it rest on Erik's cheek. He doesn't even have to turn to notice that smile now. ] Are you?

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If ever there was happiness for me, this is it.

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I didn't really need to ask. [ He moves his hand over Erik's jaw for a moment before dropping it back down to his side. ] But some things are nice to hear.

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[ Erik tilted his head, pressing gently into Charles' touch before his hand fell away. He understood what Charles meant. On some deeper level, he understood the importance of saying the words. ] I am happy.

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[ A contented nod, and a sigh of what could easily be taken for relief. ] I know, but it is nice.

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I never thought I'd have a chance to say it.

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[ A small, genuine smile settled on his features. ] I know, Erik. I wouldn't trade your happiness for anything.